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Name: Gina
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Ada
Birthday: 6/25/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Hum... Softball, outdoorsy stuff, Music, Playing music, listening to music, watching movies, playing video games.....:-)
Expertise: stuff....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  MhEeOaWrt
MSN: Softball_chic13
Member Since:
10/8/2003
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| Well, I have been down here for three months now. It really seems like I have been here a lot longer than that. I haven't made as many friends as I thought I would, but the friends that I did make are pretty much super duper amazing and it seems like we have known each other for years and years. I wish I could blog and say that everything is super and going great and that it is the bestest time of my life, but alas that is not the case. For some odd reason life has decided that I need to be shit on constantly. I just want something good to happen for once. I don't care what it is, but something, I need a little positiviy in my life. This past week has been incrediably intense and has taken some of my closest friends away from me. I know we will still keep in touch and everything but I think next semester is going to be crazy different and I hope that it can only go up from here.
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| So I finally made the move to Texas. (Well not really finally, I've been here over a month) It's a lot different down here. People are very chill and laid back here and will go out of their way to make you feel comfortable. That is really nice. My apartment complex is pretty cool, too! Like the second or third weekend I was here we had a pool party, and it was just like in the movies. There was a lot of beer and hot half naked men everywhere, it was phenomenal!!!! The clubs here are a lot of fun too! Like, they're real clubs and not just bars, I mean, I miss the beagle, but this scene is sweet. I've also met two guys that I really like, but I am not sure if anything is going to come from that. Meeting the one was like fate. We saw eachother and smiled and just started talking and like told each other our life stories, then I saw him at a club a couple weeks later and we danced and smiled and danced some more. His smile lights up my world... it's one of those smiles that would make you melt everytime he smiled your way. Then there is the other one, and there is just something about him... he has one of those smiles too! But the only thing with him is there is this other girl who he seems to be mildly obsessed with and she knows this and it freaking kills me. He's that kind of guy you just know would treat you right. He opens the doors and everything, so cute. I guess we'll see what will happen, probably nothing, but I will keep my fingers crossed or something. Well, that's a little bit of the good that has came from my living in Texas, I will post with the shitty things that happened to me some other time, but... until next time... peace out, bitches!!!
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| So it's been almost a year since my last post. I really haven't even thought about Xanga, since the new craze of facebook and myspace... but I felt like writing and I remembered my roots... lol... Hmm.... well a lot has happened in the past year. I lived with someone new, have a cool dog, moved out with the new person and had to move in with my parents cause I didn't know what was going on in my life...
I know now. I am moving to Texas. On my dreaded 25th birthday (it seems like yesterday I was turning 21) I found out that I had gotten into Texas Tech University. I applied there on a whim and didn't think I was going to get in. I did... so I am going. I need to get away from this place. I have been around this area for too long and need to know what it's like to move away from home and do thing for real on my own. I mean, I have been doing things on my own, but I have always been close to my parents so I would go over to their house and hang out and eat dinner and things like that. Now I won't know anyone that goes to school there, but I will have my mom's family around so I will know some people sort of. Crazy... but I need this in my life. Change is something that I have wanted for the past year and I want to start anew so that is what I am doing. I hope to make new friends and have new stories, but I will NEVER EVER forget about my times here and the friends I have made along the way. I know what it's like to be forgotten, and I wouldn't wish that feeling upon anyone.
I will post once I get down there and keep whoever reads this updated on life as a Texan:) until then,......
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| So I didn't move... I am still in the thriving metropolis that is Ada. I guess it's not so bad. I got a new apartment and a new roommate. New school, new puppy, soon to have a new car. I like new things. well.. this is going to be short cause I just wanted to post a quick update... hooray for new ~Gina | | |
| Well kids, I think my time in Ada has come to an end. I have decided to move out into the country in the first house I lived at in Ohio It's cute, it's small, it's PINK!!!! and it's on 14 acres of land... what more could a gal ask for... OH yeah, it's rent free I will miss all the good times had in the good 'ol Ada, but it's time for me to find myself and find out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I feel like being here is holding me back. And with that, I have also decided to change my major and possibly schools. I am going to become an Early Childhood Education major, with a Spanish and a Psychology major. I've realized that teaching was my first dream and it's what I always wanted to do. With the Spanish major, I will be able to be a bilingual teacher and my job opportunities will be almost endless, not to mention, I might even be able to find a school that will pay off my loans. Either way, when I think of myself as a teacher, I light up inside, and I've been missing that light. It's been turned off pretty much my whole time at ONU. I've been lost here, it's like I don't know who I am anymore. I used to have direction and drive and now all I have is depression and sorrow. It's like I regret everything I do nowdays. Life shouldn't be lived that way. Everyone needs to be happy and healthy and feel like they have a purpose in life. I've always felt that my purpose in life was to help other, I was just going about that in the wrong way. I love psychology, don't get me wrong, but helping children out on there paths in life, now honestly, I don't know how that couldn't bring a smile to anyones face. Meh... I dunno.. maybe I am just babbling... but either way, I feel better already!!!! until next time....  | | |
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